Friday, December 11, 2009

Hopeful Intentions: The Peace Prize



This week, Barack Obama became the third president to win the Nobel Peace prize and the first sitting President to do so since Teddy Roosevelt in 1906. When the announcement was made it was met with a variety of opinions, mostly, “what’s” and “why’s” and “what for’s?” But in the weeks before the actual awarding, everyone simmered down and it became known that this award is meant as a hopeful symbol to a leader who could actually do something to promote peace in the world.

I’ve thought about this quite a bit, going over the past winners I cared about. My awareness of this prize began freshman year at my international high school when global matters became my passion and model UN and debating my favorite thing. After going through the catalogue of past winners, I can’t think of a more appropriate winner for this year except President Obama. Presidents, statesmen and dignitaries have been the primary winners of this award throughout its history. And while some of them have been for their accomplishments-- (Roosevelt was given the award "for his successful mediation to end the Russo-Japanese war and for his interest in arbitration, having provided the Hague arbitration court with its very first case,” according to the BBC)—it’s also true that many winners of this prize have been given this honor almost as a carrot. Think of 1994 when Yasser Arafat, Yitzhak Rabin and Shimon Peres won, two Israeli statesman and the head of the PLO…how’d that work out? Peace has not come to the Middle East but they got the award because the committee wanted them to come together to try to make peace.

When South Korea’s Kim Dae Jung won the prize in 2000 do you think it was because he had done something to improve relations, nuclear or otherwise, with the crazy Kim Jong-il? Nope, and how’s that going? I’m not above admitting that I was so hopeful the day David Trimble and John Hume, rivals in the long-standing Northern Irish conflict stood together and shook hands for the first time at Stormont in 1998. I was there. It was extraordinarily inspiring. Guess who were co-winners that year? You got it. How’s the Northern Irish power-sharing agreement going now, you ask? See above.

Very few unique individuals have been awarded this honor for something they alone accomplished without holding a governmental office. Linus Pauling stands out for his win in 1962, lauded for his campaign against nuclear war testing—truly a peace prize winner. And then there are the two who seem to be above everyone else in the award’s history-- Mother Theresa and the Dalai Lama. In what could only be the Nobel’s equivalent of the Oscar’s Lifetime Achievement Award, the Saint and Lama were awarded the Peace Prize in 1979 and 1989, respectively.

Writers seldom win this award, after all, isn’t that why we have the Nobel Prize for Literature? But two stand out. Elie Wiesel won the Peace Prize in 1986 not for his words but for serving as the Chair of the President’s Commission on the Holocaust. But one writer/speaker sticks out to me as someone probably forgotten today but made an impact on me, and probably others as a surprise winner in 1992.

Rigoberta Menchu wasn’t exactly a poet, but it was her passion and speech that gave voice to an entire country, and in particular to an entire group of impoverished, forgotten people who lived in the shadows of dictatorship and no-class citizenship. This was especially the case among the Quiche Indians living there. Menchu’s award was for her body of work in the field, and then verbalizing it in her autobiography in which she dictated to Elisabeth Burgos when she was only 23 years old. In 1992 I was in an international high school program and I will never forget the first lines of that book, “My name is Rigoberta Menchu. I am 23 years old and my life story is intended to present proof of the fate of my people."

Below is an excerpt of some of the words that made her famously influential not for their uniqueness perhaps in today’s terms, where it seems everyone has some sort of “memoir,” but because with these words and her speaking out, she gave voice to poverty before the privileged parts of the world was fully aware of the incredible destitution, and depravation of much of the world—long before we were connected by the internet, before we could tweet. For a second, Menchu was the human face of poverty long before Bono’s One campaign.
"We don't need advice, theories or books, because life itself is our teacher. I have been made to understand in the depth of my soul what discrimination means. My life story is a tale of exploitation. I have worked and suffered hunger... When looking back at a life such as mine and when taking in the stark reality of it, a hate for the suppressors who have brought so much suffering to a people begins to grow."

I hope President Obama takes his prize in stride and does his best to do what he said. Here are a few lines, the full text can be found at the follwoing link: http://www.reuters.com/article/idUSTRE5B92KK20091210?WT.srch=1&WT.mc_id=obamanobel

“I receive this honor with deep gratitude and great humility. It is an award that speaks to our highest aspirations — that for all the cruelty and hardship of our world, we are not mere prisoners of fate. Our actions matter, and can bend history in the direction of justice.

And yet I would be remiss if I did not acknowledge the considerable controversy that your generous decision has generated. In part, this is because I am at the beginning, and not the end, of my labors on the world stage. Compared to some of the giants of history who have received this prize — Schweitzer and King; Marshall and Mandela — my accomplishments are slight. And then there are the men and women around the world who have been jailed and beaten in the pursuit of justice; those who toil in humanitarian organizations to relieve suffering; the unrecognized millions whose quiet acts of courage and compassion inspire even the most hardened of cynics. I cannot argue with those who find these men and women — some known, some obscure to all but those they help — to be far more deserving of this honor than I.

But perhaps the most profound issue surrounding my receipt of this prize is the fact that I am the Commander-in-Chief of a nation in the midst of two wars. One of these wars is winding down. The other is a conflict that America did not seek; one in which we are joined by 43 other countries — including Norway — in an effort to defend ourselves and all nations from further attacks...
Like generations have before us, we must reject that future. As Dr. King said at this occasion so many years ago: "I refuse to accept despair as the final response to the ambiguities of history. I refuse to accept the idea that the 'isness' of man's present nature makes him morally incapable of reaching up for the eternal 'oughtness' that forever confronts him."
So let us reach for the world that ought to be — that spark of the divine that still stirs within each of our souls. Somewhere today, in the here and now, a soldier sees he's outgunned but stands firm to keep the peace. Somewhere today, in this world, a young protestor awaits the brutality of her government, but has the courage to march on. Somewhere today, a mother facing punishing poverty still takes the time to teach her child, who believes that a cruel world still has a place for his dreams."

Let us live by their example. We can acknowledge that oppression will always be with us, and still strive for justice. We can admit the intractability of deprivation, and still strive for dignity. We can understand that there will be war, and still strive for peace. We can do that — for that is the story of human progress; that is the hope of all the world; and at this moment of challenge, that must be our work here on Earth."

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Softly Speaking


While my vocal chords continue to be shrouded in whatever spell has overcome them, I realized how remarkable it is when you have a very soft or barely audible that other people around you start to speak much more softly themselves. One particular loudmouth actually started to nearly whisper during our brief conversation and I thought to myself, maybe this isn’t such a bad thing after all. Or at least that’s how I’m trying to sell it to myself rather than being overly frustrated right now.

In honor of things lovely and quiet today's post features one of my favorite songs sung by Elton John from a favorite album called Sleeping With The Past. This tape included a couple of my family’s summer favorites- (“Club At The End Of The Street” and “Belfast”) as well as some beautiful ballads that I use to listen to before bed on a pair of headphones encased in a foamy padding hooked up to my boom box. It seems funny now that we all have our pocket sized portable listening devices that can hold hundreds, thousands of songs, while back then I would literally hit an oversized stop button with a big red circle on top and hit the rewind button and listen to my tape spool backwards until I found a song I liked or listened to the whole thing all over again. But that was 1992 and we’ve come a long way.

That said, I love this song, probably not a popular or memorable song for some, but I loved it. After starting my days struggling to have a voice and ending my days in whispering tones, I remembered these lyrics out of nowhere. I had not thought about this song in ages, do not have it on my iPod and was happy to know that something good or a memory came out of words one man wrote set to another by another man. Thanks, voice box, for letting me remember this forgotten song which rings with more honesty now than it did a over decade and a half ago.

Whispers

Music by Elton John
Lyrics by Bernie Taupin

Look at me twice with wildcat eyes
Promise me everything except a blue night
Shudder like ice in cut crystal glass
Melt in embraces of crazy eyed past
And whisper, whisper, whispering whispers

Tantamount to a lie with lingering breath
Walking fingers run, hungry scratches left
Dull chimes ringing like an empty voice
A distant smile framed, her lips are soft and moist
With whispers, whispers, whispering whispers

And whisper in a rhythm your lies
Keep comfort for others
Hurt me with the night
Whisper like cold winds close to the bone
Save heaven for lovers, leave me alone
With your whispers, whispers, whispering whispers

With whispers, whispers, whispering whispers...

Monday, December 7, 2009

Yalp!



While Saturday’s snowfall may have reminded me of winter, Sunday’s lack of a voice reminded me of what that cold weather can do to me. I couldn’t speak when I woke up and had a scratch of sound late in the day. As I joked to my mom tonight (after she made me laugh), it’s true, in high pitch I sound like a woman who has smoked about 100 packs of Marlboro Reds. That’s only funny if you know me because I’ve never smoked in my life and never intend on bringing a cancer stick to my lips. But, I sound terrible.

In the last 48 hours I’ve had approximately 30 cups of lemongrass tea, untold numbers of water bottles and the only overwhelming change is me using the bathroom every hour and a half. The worst part of this is that I can’t really do my job very well without being on conference calls, or communicate well because I sound like an adolescent boy when my voice is semi-decent. Honestly, this is very frustrating. I love talking with my friends and colleagues-- it keeps me sane.

Losing this sense of speech for two days has been truly terrible and makes me wish I could scream. For that reason, I decided to go back to one of my favorites, Allen Ginsberg’s “Howl.” A few posts ago I highlighted Lawrence Ferlinghetti, a friend and contemporary of Ginsberg and City Lights publishing actually made “Howl” famous in print (since it was originally a performance piece).

Howl is too long to tackle in one post, so I’ve chosen one small poem by Ginsberg, a lesser known ballad that I happen to find lovely, and then one of my favorite parts of Howl. In an irony I learned only this evening, Ginsberg called Part I of Howl “a lament for the Lamb in America with instances of remarkable lamb-like youths…" I say this rings of irony because when I used to get sick my Nana always said “poor lamb,” and it’s become a family saying. I’m a grown-up now yet I still want to hear it and tell it to my family when they don’t feel well. It may seem far- fetched, but it was interesting that the very author used a lamb to talk about his poem called Howl, which is a sound associated with wolves. I’m not sure what this means. I can’t even speak. So let’s just read!

An Eastern Ballad

by Allen Ginsburg

I speak of love that comes to mind:
The moon is faithful, although blind;
She moves in thought she cannot speak.
Perfect care has made her bleak.

I never dreamed the sea so deep,
The earth so dark; so long my sleep,
I have become another child.
I wake to see the world go wild.

Howl

Part I

I saw the best minds of my generation destroyed by
madness, starving hysterical naked,
dragging themselves through the negro streets at dawn
looking for an angry fix,

angelheaded hipsters burning for the ancient heavenly
connection to the starry dynamo in the machinery of night,

who poverty and tatters and hollow-eyed and high sat
up smoking in the supernatural darkness of
cold-water flats floating across the tops of cities
contemplating jazz,

who bared their brains to Heaven under the El and
saw Mohammedan angels staggering on tene-
ment roofs illuminated,

who passed through universities with radiant cool eyes
hallucinating Arkansas and Blake-light tragedy
among the scholars of war,

who were expelled from the academies for crazy &
publishing obscene odes on the windows of the
skull,

who cowered in unshaven rooms in underwear, burn-
ing their money in wastebaskets and listening
to the Terror through the wall...

Saturday, December 5, 2009

And Then, There Was Snow



Today the sky went from wet rain to an icy wet rain, then colder temperatures that led to real snowflakes. They became big, whole chunky things falling from the sky and as the temperature dropped as the day wore on, the season finally hit me, literally, in the face.  But all I could think of was my favorite one word in four part harmony from one of my favorite movies of all time-- "Snow..."  The voices?  Bing Crosby, Rosemary Clooney, Danny Kaye, and whoever did Vera Ellen’s vocals.

It's no secret that one of my favorite movies is White Christmas, the 1954 film filled with great song and dance and love-- of both the romantic and the true friendship/ camaraderie types.  I love it with my sister and other family members both living and departed.  The Christmas season, no matter where I am, never feels right unless I’ve seen this film, (usually more than once) and sung it’s lovely songs, if only in my head. Thank you Irving Berlin, for today’s snow would not have meant as much, nor would I have been so upbeat about slogging through it, if it hadn’t been for White Christmas.

In honor of Berlin, here is one of my favorite songs from that movie. Needless to say, I am a Betty/Bob fan of the couples in this film so maybe there’s hope for romantics out there.  You can also catch this clip by the fire at http://vodpod.com/watch/2188561-count-your-blessings-instead-of-sheep-bing-crosby-white-christmas-before-going-to-bed

Count Your Blessings
By Irving Berlin
 Lyrics sung by Bing Crosby in the film...

When I'm worried and I can't sleep
I count my blessings instead of sheep
And I fall asleep counting my blessings
When my bankroll is getting small
I think of when I had none at all
And I fall asleep counting my blessings

I think about a nursery and I picture curly heads
And one by one I count them as they slumber in their beds
If you're worried and you can't sleep
Just count your blessings instead of sheep
And you'll fall asleep counting your blessings...



Thursday, December 3, 2009

Ode, To Be A Fan



I have one singular focus this evening. After focusing on work, then a meeting, then dinner my mind and television has been set for an event on ESPN. It’s the Oregon Ducks versus Oregon State, the annual civil war rivalry that may mean more this football season than any other. The Ducks are ranked 7th in the country and have home field advantage at Autzen Stadium. But the silly Beavers, ranked 16th in the country keep trying to come back and actually lead at halftime. Whoever wins this game goes to the Rose Bowl. This is huge, the biggest game of the season and I’ve been waiting for this all week.

That said, today I was thinking about what it means to be a fan, specifically a sports fan. We all know the word itself is shortened from “fanatic” but what are the most interesting first uses of “fanatic” or fan in the English language in historical terms?

Today’s offering comes from three quotes, from oldest to most recent and I’ve created a poem from their words. The first is from Denis Diderot, the great French philosopher who translated and adapted the English Earl of Shaftesbury’s letter called Inquiry Concerning Virtue or Merit from 1699. The second comes from George Santayana’s Life of Reason in 1905 and the third from Sir Winston Churchill. Their exact words have been made into one poem and I hope they would not object.

The Fan

From fanaticism
To barbarism
Is
Only
One
Step.

Fanaticism consists
In redoubling your effort
When you have forgotten
Your aim.

A fanatic is one
Who can’t change his mind
And won’t change
The subject.

Said the Earl,
Through the Thinker,
And Santayana
In his reasonable way,
And Sir Winston
with whom I couldn’t agree more
especially while watching the Civil War.

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Tis The Season



However unbelievable it may seem, today is the first day of December, which means…yes, it’s the day after the new “Cyber Monday,” preceded by Black Friday, which came after Thanksgiving. While it may be the day bills or rent are due, to me today is the first day of Advent Season. And by Advent Season I mean literally opening the first door of my advent calendar.

This may appear to be quite silly to most people, but I love opening up that one door a day in December. It started as a family tradition, a small thing we would do before we went to school in the morning as a family and I can still remember the days when my little sister was too small to reach the calendar hung on a nail on our kitchen or garage doors and my dad would lift her up when it was her day and we’d search and search to see who could find that day fastest. Later, when we were older and wiser, we would jockey before the opening of the doors started and count back to see which of the first four days we wanted to take in order to get Christmas eve or the “big door,” etc. This may seem like a truly stupid family ritual, and writing it out, I completely believe that it was, but I loved it. I loved picking out the calendar (some were sparkly and full of glitter that spilled its golden flakes everywhere (no chocolate and a horrible mess) and others just had cool pictures.

Some years these have been hard to find (although I realize I could just make a cloth one of my own to have permanently and am considering it for next year, but I really love the cheesy ones with the little scene and slightly camoflauged numbers. Thank you, Harris Teeter grocery in D.C., which reminded me that this week was December and also, had an unusually lovely selection of calendars, all from Germany—so I know the chocolate behind each window is old and crusty—and for allowing me to start the countdown unto the day I get to see my family and native home again. Tonight’s poem is a dedication to this tradition I think I shall always carry with me.

I See It!
by Nicole Speulda

Behind the thin cardboard door
You offer a thin, stale
Milk chocolate wafer
I savor on my tongue,
despite the aftertaste.

My holiday Eucharist,
Communion for a pagan soul
Believing in the human spirit,
A faith in life beyond reason.

Day one in the name of the family,
Day two in the name of friends,
Day three for the holy season,
And the countdown begins...